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 Elysa Ciner here. Sixteen / Schooling. I Party and Club, so? If you hate me, just click here.  I'm Wan's forever. Obsessed with him. (♥) - 16/06/2009. [2month 0Week 6Days] Message.
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[Monday, March 30, 2009 22:51]
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 Alright, talking about this wk. I did had some plan, dating with two diff guy on diff day. But, i guess i won't be going. Gonna cancel it with 'em. I been feeling unwell this fewday, guess i'll just stay at home this wk? Right now, im listening to a song, by Sugababes. This song, remind me of ........ (don't wish to mention) It's the past. Im not saying that i want him back, just that, this song remind me of him. Im wondering, having a boyf issit good or bad? Some say, it's good cause' atleast, there's someone to love & care for you. Some say, it's bad, cause' you will get hurt/suffer. Sometimes, i saw any sweet couple, i'll feel so jealous and envy of 'em, wonder how they can stay strong to hold on their rship. Being attached, there's no freedom? Nah, i should re-phrase it, there's not much freedom, but atleast there's a special someone who you love they care for you, and that special someone will be by your side whenever you're down. But sometimes, staying single isn't bad afterall, there's much freedom, no hurting, no suffering but you'll feel like a lonely girl/boy that w/o love and care from the special someone, but only from your family. Attach or Single? Good or Bad? Love & care or Hurt & suffer? [ 22:37]  Today, didnt attend sku. Cause' didnt feel well, headache :\Im boringgg right now, and im missing my girlf[s]! Wonder how they're doing? We, girlf[s], are drifting apart from each other now. It's like, not the old us anymore. As i said, " people changes like, season changes ". I and my bff, we're still close are normal, infact, i think we're closer now. I rwlly glad to have that little krazy bff of mine, ahahah! I swear i won't forget about her! She's the one who can krazy with me, laugh aloud with me, doing silly things with me, Sri Nur Farhana. BEST FRIENDS Are the people in life that make you, Laugh alittle louder, Smile alittle brighter, & Live alittle better. K, bye! Chaoz. [ 22:27] Alright, just came back home from tamp, and came back home from jogging too. Currently, chatting with Badiz, my hawtstuff la eh. Knew him from friendster.com , and his a very good guy. Whenever i got any rship/problem, he will comfort me. He will automatically call me, and talk with me. Good kan? Hahha! He's hawttttt manzcxcs, and cuteeeeeeeeee! ^^ We're just friend, looking forward to meet him soon! . Webcam-ed with him, ahaha! He show me his cats. In total, he got 14cats, but he just show me 2cats jer. Hekheke! Cute yknow? Hohoh! Im so boringgggggggggg! -,-" Arghhhhh! Hmm, tml plan, mayb going bugis, nak beli baju uh. Im out of clothes alrdy :\ Hahahah! Maybe going with Sharuddin/Andie, not sure which one to go with. Currently, listening to a song by Jessica Mauboy, this song remind me of that someone, but it's so called the past. We're just friend now. Been going great with him, being friend is better than couple. Recently, i lpak-ed with my ex, Aznie. He changed alot, and i rwlly hate it. It's like so big fcuk -,-" He can be called as, " Matrep Wannabes " . HA! Wth, im so bad uh, calling my ex this. But it's the true. His not the old him anymore, not the old him i used to know. I rwlly hate the new him :\ Meeting him, on 11April, with his girlf too aye. Hahah! But that's not comfirm yet, whether i still wanna meet him anot, ahaha! Cause' now im thinking, " should i see the big fuck him again? ". Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew!  WebCam 1.  WebCam2. [Sexy kan3?] Hahaha!  WebCam3. [One cat]  WebCam4. [His cats!]  WebCam5. And he is , HAWT! [ 22:26] 27/03/2009 [Sport Fest.] Today, having sport fest in sku. Having alot of fun, my class did quite well, i guess it's better than lastyear, and they're very supportive. We joined alot of events, diff from lastyear. This year, we joined alot, lastyear we joined like one event jer. Hahah! But now, nah, we joined almost3, i think? Each boy and girl. Goood kannnn? Took some pictures of 'em, and video too. Gonna upload soon! Hekheke! We, girls did won floorball, second place. Gooood righttt? Unlike, lastyear, won nothing :\ HAHAHAHHA! Atleast, this year we did. K luh, im lazy to elaborate, let the pictures/videos do the talking.   Floorball [Guy, 4T2 vs 4E2]. Badminton, [Single's Guy, WAK is the one who playing]. Badminton[Single's guy] Ikhawn & WeiQiang, dancing on the dancefloor. HAHHA! 4T2 Scolding that teacher who stop us from enjoying the dance. [Wednesday, March 25, 2009 03:01] Love and romance bring idealistic energy your way this year. You enjoy being in touch with the spiritual and mystical part of your nature, so you need a romance that encourages self-discovery, and intimacy that allows you and your lover to connect with each other’s soul on a deep level. It's not just anyone who dares to travel as far into the unknown as you do, Pisces! Your dreams will be ignited as you attract someone (or reach a deeper place in an existing relationship) who is willing to dream with you, and who loves and cherishes you for exactly who you are right now. You refuse to abandon your sense of self in your relationship, so it is crucial that your dreams and visions are supported in your love relationship. In the springtime, you're eager to further explore your commitment with your partner, and to truly understand the practicality of balancing your energies, and maintaining that equal energy. This will be a huge growing opportunity for you. Dramatic shifts in the way you relate to each other are inevitable as you learn more practical ways of growing and sharing. In the fall, communication between you and your lover will become even more romantically satisfying. This will lead to an even deeper commitment -- marriage perhaps -- as romance becomes more about caring for each other and being sensitive to each other’s needs. [ 02:31]  Labels: Used to. [Thursday, March 19, 2009 22:15] Yesterday, meetup with Gabriel (Gab). Awhile onlyyy, at wld jer. And, thattime, my stomach was cramp, can't walk fast, lastmin start to cramp siolzvccxs. Wth! But i still tahan uh. First meeting up with him, quite shy, but after about 1min, then im like so daring liao. Hahahah! Then we go causeway , walk-walk, jln2, and he go into the X-craft shop, while he was looking at clothes/belts, there's this mly boy, kacau me, by syaing " Hey, hello girl! ", liddat. But i geling at hime, ahaha! Oops! Then after that i, ask him to change place, go to power9, so he went inside me too, but for awhile, i came out, cause' boring uh there. K, then around 6plus liddat, we both walked to Andie's crib there. Saw andie, and suddenly, Gab said, " Ah k la, bye, nak alik ", then but i told him not to go home. So ya, we sat down and talked, laughed. Gerek tauuuuu, must still my stomach still in cramp )))))': After that, we walked to my house there, at causeway, he wanna buy Old Chang Kee, so ya, he go buy that, i go buy water, thirsty ah. Then meet him at boot & shoes there. While walking, he ask me whether wanna eat some, and he's like feeding me lor. Wth -,-" Hahah! K, kiter kwn jer eh! Reached my blk,we saw cats, he and me, did go sayang2 the cats. Then we go there lpak2 awhile, listen to his " Ah Loan Story ", cute siak his action sumer. Hahahha! They way he talk, mcm cute2 gitu. Hekhek! But again , kite kwn jer! So, after that he send me home. I thought he know which bus to take, end up he gonggong take wrong bus -,-" Hahah! He take the bus that going to wld inter, actually, he going tamp. So, he reach wld inter, again he take 969, to go home. Hahha! All the way, we were msging. It's rwlly nice meeting him. Gabriel Zhang Jia Wen. (Gab, that's whad ppl call him)
Oneday, you should try listen, how he speak chinese, damn funny. He told me, it's been long since he last speak chinese, all the way ,he speak mly and english. Cooooolll keeppppaaa? Fyi, His alrdy, patchingup things with his ex. So, don't try to think negative aye.? [Wednesday, March 18, 2009 01:21]  [ 01:03] Why must you msg me? Why must you care for me? Why? Why? We're the past, not present. I had delete your number, in my phone. Yet, you msg me. I don't rwlly wish to see your name in my inbox yknow? I hate to see that! I don't even wish to reply your msges! Now, i've got my boyfriends & girlfriends, they are with me. I don't need you anymore, you better off die. " You didnt make me feel sad, yet you're the one who make me strong." Bet you thought that i'd be broken. [Sunday, March 15, 2009 08:37] Can't a chinese mixed with mly? Mix with mly friends? Got problem? Why must you be racist eh? Please la eh, i wanna mix with who, is my business la hor. Sorry, if the way i talk like satsat liddat.But it's youthe want who make me talk this way. Sometimes, mixing with diff races is more better than just mixing with your own races jer, kan3? Klua, tak happy, come ah, talk to me, face to face. I don't care whether you're a girl/boy, i dont mind, just come towards me. No need, talk behind me, mcm anjing kan? Saper nk jadi anjing , btol ke tak btol?. If you're saying , i can't mix with mly, means, dogs can't mix with cats too. Haahha! Stupid freako[s]. And please, fyi ; i aint racist la hor. YOUR MAMA PUNDEHHHHH! Why can't chinese mixed with mly eh? [ 08:35]  And, today, Fir wear contacts, alamak, better siol, i prefer he wear contacts. Hekhek! W/o specs, he look like cinoneh dok! Hahha! Bye, we used to be together, but not now. Im happy with my life now, with my girlf & boyf. I dont rwlly need you right here, right now. I had moved on. Goodbye. [ 08:14]  Status ; Crushing. [Sunday, March 8, 2009 23:26]  This words, are so true. I totally agree with this )': There's a story behind, whenever i heard he got ____ , i get hurt. But sometime i feel like , " Oh, you're attached? Attached then attached lor, not my business anw" But that was just a words to make him know that im strong. (I think?) I saw 2 pictures, that he was with thatgirl, and, shit, my heart " crack into pieces". I guess, im not gonna chat/msg him, eventhough, he does, i'll just ingore. We, girls, must be strong, right girls? Maybe, i just gotta move on. MOVE ON. MOVE ON. MOVE ON. To that girl ; You better hold him tight, dont ever let him go. His a goodguy, faithful guy too. You're lucky. Lastlong , you both [: [Friday, March 6, 2009 07:30] Suddenly she's Carefully you Why do I love you Ain't gonna show no Why do I love you Can't go back Why do I love you Change " why do i love you " into, " why do i miss you " . " She " change into " He " . [ 07:23]  It's been long time since i last update. K, im gonna say something. Why am i still missing him? Why? He's moving on, yet im still stuck in here? I rwlly need to have to move on soon, very very soon. Can i stop thinking of him? OF COURSE, i can. But why can't i do it? Am i stupid? C'mon la, Elysa, org dh move on, you pun move on jgk. Haiyo, bodoh ah engkau. Sometime, i feel like, im stupid, yet i regretted. Why do i still think of you? I dont even want to! [ 01:25] This is a time to cherish what you have and not worry so much about what you do not have. When you are consciously grateful for the blessings in your life, you send the universe a message that you don't take things for granted. Send some thank you notes to the people who have done nice things for you lately, even if that nice thing was simply to have you over for take-out and TV night. Building a reputation for being a grateful and polite person is never a bad idea. [ 00:33]  This is one of my brithday gift, but it's HOT PINK, not this colour. Nice kan3? Hekhekhe! My cousin, bought this through internet, just for me, cause' its no longer selling in singapore, i guess? I heard this from my aunt ah, idk whether its true anot. Hehe! She know i like this alot. Thanks eh, Kelly Ng! I love you! And, there's alot more. I upload this picture cause' i rwlly love this alotttttttt manzcxcs! [Thursday, March 5, 2009 01:26] I FCUKING MISS , AUDREY SIST LAAA! I wanna go shopping with her again manzcxcs! Let's get high tgt , get stupid tgt, get siaosiao tgt! Forever Sist [: [ 01:21] HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO , ESTHER ELYSA ! ;D Btw, thanks eh, to those ppl that had wished me. Thanks for the wishing alright? And for those who had given me present, thanks too yaw? Appreciate the present alott alottt! I'm alrdy, sweet sixteeen, no longer fifteen. Dh boleyh tgk NC16 la dok, jealous tak? Hekhekhek! Sorry for the late update, i'm lazy to blog nowdays. Will update soon aye? See yaw, earthling[s]] ! |