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(Pisces + Leo = Love) When Leo and Pisces join together in a love match, each partner enjoys the new perspective the other brings to life in general. Leo is a strong and assertive Sign, being free to do what they want and taking command of their surroundings. Pisces is quieter and more reserved and introspective. In many ways the two are polar opposites, yet both are dreamers at heart. When they care for one another, they each fill the other's voids and have a caring, mutually beneficial relationship. Leo is a natural leader and in a relationship with Pisces often becomes the guardian of their weaker partner. Pisces, in turn, gives Leo the audience they need for their ambitions and social performances. Pisces is a Sign that, like Water, fills whatever container it is poured into. Pisces tends to give themselves over to their love match; a kind heart allows The Fish to know Leo in a way that many other Signs don't. Leo's straight forwardness coupled with that doesn't pass into conceit -- the way Leo alone might act -- and isn't overly shy, like Pisces alone may be. Leo is ruled by The Sun and Pisces is ruled by the Planet Jupiter. Pisces is also ruled by Neptune. The Sun gives out light, life and a focus on the Self to the Leo-Pisces relationship. Neptune is about big pictures, ideas and illusions; but it's also involved with disillusion and fantasy. Leo can help Pisces turn fantasies into realities. Neptune works through Pisces by softening Leo's sometimes self-centered and abrupt actions, channeling their energy into a more creative and fruitful outlet. Leo is a Fire Sign and Pisces is a Water Sign. These two can be very happy and progressive if they recognize the other's needs, using introspection and creative ambition to tend to matters of the heart. Pisces can help Leo learn to be humble and to think of the needs of others, while Leo teaches Pisces to go out into the world and begin to loosen up a bit. But Pisces can be too emotional, too much Water dampening Leo's enthusiasm. Conversely, too much Fire can boil the Water and leave Pisces emotionally burned. Leo and Pisces must establish effective communication in order to ensure their balance is maintained. Leo is a Fixed Sign and Pisces is a Mutable Sign. Pisces doesn't serve well as the boss. They get their greatest satisfaction from bettering the universe, starting with their partner. Leo, on the other hand, comes up with ideas in the first place and suggests little changes to be made here and there in the relationship. What's the best aspect of the Leo-Pisces relationship? It's their receptiveness to one another's teachings. Pisces shows Leo how to be sensitive and care, and Leo teaches Pisces to make their dreams happen rather than sitting on them. Their ability provide what the other needs makes theirs a truly mutual relationship. [Thursday, July 30, 2009 01:03] Listening To : Keri Hlison - Promise me in the dark. Current Mood : Heartache/Crying. Today, in the morng, Yana texted me. She's sad that she brokeup with Ferd yesterday. So i immediately kol Ferd, tell him about this. And, i'm willing to help ém patch things up. And, i know, Ferd really love Yana, he can't let go of her, eventhough her attitude/temper is like, so un-tahan-able. Seee, this is what called love. Once you love him/her, don't bcoz of attitude/temper, breakup. This things can be settle in a easy way. I'm sure i will help Ferd. Ferd, don't worry, rabbit is here (: And after my second exam, baby texted me. And idk what makes him said, '' ..................... '' don't wish to type it here, as it's so bloody hell hurting me. For that two msg, i can cry like for 2hr45/40min, 120-315pm. I did cried while doing my last paper, Mother Tougue Paper1, suddenly my tears dropped down to my exam paper. And after my exam, around1230pm, Ferd still texting with me. Anw, thanks eh Ferd, for comforting me. But still, imma hurt. Crying in bus alone, then while walking home also, and even bathing. I stay in the bathroom for a very long time. Halfway, baby called me, we talked. He ask me not to cry anymore, but he don't know how i feel, i just can't stop crying. I hate the tears in my eyes, really i do. But i didnt stop, i contiune crying till 315pm straight, even while doing a survey. Haizcxs. All i know, i love him, very very very much. Ferd said, baby is the luckiest guy on this world to have me. I'm happy when he said that, but did baby realize it? He knew it himself. I had done so many things just for you, did you realize? Sometime, you said i'm irritating? And, idk why i am. None of my ex, said i'm that bfore. Althought, it's hurt me much when you said that, i'm still loving you like the first time. Still sayang you much, very much. I don't even bare to leave you, and no i don't. I'm happy that i cried for so long, eventhough my eyes are swollen for the time being, cause' make me feel more comfortable, release all of my stress with those tears dropping down. Eventhough, to you, you think that you're not good for me, but to me, you're still good, the best. Cause' i love you. I really glad to have you with me. (Sometime, i wish you could pay more attention to the song i'm listening, because the lyric they sing, is the word, i'm scare to say.) Thought of going out, release my stress, but got no mood to even doll up myself to go out. So, better stay at home, crying all day long. Sighs, i'm really a bad girlfriend, who always irritate him, make him angry, make him no mood, can't give what he want to him, can't even be the most outstanding girfriend among his ex. Such a failure ass uh me ))))': Haizvcxs. Alright, i wanna go sleep now. My head, is so fvcking pain, i think, i cried too much. Haizcxs. Pray hard people, for my examination. I wanna pass with flying colours. Bye! And, to Ferd, my satsat boy, you have my words. I will sure help you ^^ Labels: Crying in secret. [Saturday, July 25, 2009 20:29] I use back the old skin again, hahah! Nowdays, skins are so fugly -,-'' So, i prefer this one, that i edited myself, so yeah. Today, got no plan. Baby havent text me, maybe going out with him, maybe not. Mcm malas sia nari :\ stomach pain now, i think, mense is coming )))))))))))': i hate this part right here. Why must girls have mense ehh? Why not boys? Hmm ..... Oops. Heheh! For now, i'm just listening to music, so bored. Alright, just now, my stomach was damn bloody hell cramp! Tkleyh angkt siak! Agagag! Lying on the bed, while msging with baby. Ahaah! I miss him like fvck yknow! Gagagaga! He's now at City Hall. And oh ya, ade unknown number missed kol siak, hmm, don't wish to talk about it. So yeah, stomach still pain but still can tahan (: Strong girl ehhh ako. Kkz, fake! Idk whatto blog now. All i want now, is to change my skin! I WANT A NEW ONE! A PREFECT ONE! & Blogger nowdays, like sotsot, can't even post a proper post like lasttime, sighs -,-'' Havent bath yet, now going bath soon, so anything i'll post later. See ya' Chaoz! Atlast, i changed my blogskin, this not so prefect but it's new. Hahah! Alright, finished bath. So cold right now, and my stomach still pain, sighs ): I miss baby sia, wonder what is he doing? Hmm. Anw, heard a news. Ferd & Yana dh baik! Fuuyoooo! Congratz Ferd aite. Aaahah! Saw thier profile, upload both of their pictures tgt. Sweet kan? Lastlong eh korg, must lastlong hor! So yeah, i was happy for them ;D Don't know what to do now, baby can't msg, ppd low again ): Nvrmind, maybe tml he gonna topup, so just tahan luh Elysa. Oneday, tak msg dier, tkkan mati nye. Hahahah! Idk what to do now, listenig to song all the way, haizcxs! Come back home fast baby. While surfing net, i saw a blogshop, with full of couple ring/necklace/braclet, so fvcking beautiful & cheap sial! Wthellll, jealous siol! And ya, i had order a brown simple dress and a 88 Shimmer Palette (is like a foolscape size, filled with alot of colours eye shadow and it's damn shimmering & shinny), total cost = 47bucks. Expensive kan? But nvrmind, worth it. I think? Ahahaha! Gonna save money, wanna buy more thing. Hehehe! [Friday, July 24, 2009 07:52] Baby, changed. He change into a better him, unlike the old him. I'm damn happy with it, so fvcking happy. I want to be liddis forever can? He told me, he changed bcause of me, heheh! I got magic laaa (Winks!) I'm too sweet right dear? Hohohoh! I knowww, dh mmg pun. Kekek! I won't forget the sentence, '' I dh tknk akan attitude again for nothing. '' I'm really glad to hear/see this sentence, really. But make sure, you said it, and you won't break it dear. Alright? Me too, i promise you, i won't do any stupid stuff, won't create any quarrel between us, won't skipped school (I'll try not to kk baby? Gimme time for this) & Will treasure the moment of us! I won't not gonna live w/o you baby, you're my one & only, for sure (: I will only have you, in my arms. Won't forget everything you do, and said to me. Loving you deeply always ^^ You're like my drug, just get me addicted to it forever & ever. The best and most beautiful things in the world is, we get to know each other, and be with each other. Me w/o you is like, a tree w/o fruit. So baby promise me, don't ever leave me? You're mine always! Always loving you, Your Laopo/Wifey(Babygirl) [Thursday, July 23, 2009 22:07] 23/07/2009, Celebrated baby's bday in advance. I had planned with his friends about this stuff, but lucky, he didnt know anything of it, hahah! This what called surprise kan? Ahahha! So yeah. Reached the place around 2pm/215pm liddat, waited for the Otah tingy to come, i order it from net, cause' it's his favourite. Hahah! But he didnt eat much though, hmm. But nvrmind, hahah! I also had made a strawberry pudding, he love it alot, ate 3 cups, so as his friend, Aliff/Alep. I think, he ate 4/5cups. Hahah! Baby said my pudding nice, just nice, so as his friend all. Haha! And my friends. Yeah, have fun yesterday luh. Baby kena ''sabo'' by his friends & my friends. Thanks to those who come, and who skip/cancel their plan to come, thanks alot. Thanks, Andie, Ana, Jaja, Dayah, Lea, Aznie, Wanting(Aznie's girlf), Eunice, Atiqah, Yana, Fiqq, Ziera, Ferd, Alep/Aliff, Khairul, & Ahkbaar. Althought there's less ppl, but atleast we enjoyed. Hahha! Hope baby enjoy too aye? Alright, after everything, baby sent me home, it's was 1003pm liddat, in the night. So yeah, i suggested baby to seat around with me first, as i got surprise for him, i mean, a gift. Ahah! Atfirst, baby was no in the mood, cause' he thought i contact Apul -,-'' Aiyomak! Touchwood! I won't take jaja punye laaaa oie. Haah! Then i explained to him, idk whether he trust me, but hopefully yes uh? Ahah! I told jaja about this, haha! Anw, to jaja, hope you & Apul, can be back tgt like lasttime tau? Anything/Any prob just kol/text me, i'm here for you (: Kkz, so yeah, reached the place to sit, i pass him a little cute box, with ful of heart shapes, i told him to find the little gift i wanna gave him, he can't even find, aiyo, fail laaa you, baby! Hahaha! He took long time to find, hahah! But in the end, he giveup, and i took the gift out from the box, and i wore it for him. It's a braclet! With, me & his name on it. Sweeeeet kan Elysa Ciner? Mmg la dok. Hope he love the gift, and baby don't make it lost hor! But hor, the braclet like too loose, so on 27July, we will go and fix it, to make it tighter.And around, 1040pm, he sent me home. And, '' BOOM! '' end of our enjoyable day. Hehehe! We did take pictures, not so many ahhh. (Will upload it soon!) And also, my friends did fork out some stuff, to give as a gift for baby. (Lea - Kueh Tiao) (Jaja - Helped me fried things) (Ana - Utensil) (Eunice - Hotdog/Tongs) (Andie - Chicken Wings) (Atiqah - Butter/Charcoal) (Ferd - 4 Bottle of Water/USA Choco) (Fiqq - Paid the Otah, but i order it) (Aznie - The strawberry choco present) (& Also thanks Hasif for bbq-ing for us/them to eat.) Thanks eh korg! Appreciated alot! On 24 Aug, join us hor, to Geylang to enjoy. Aye? [Hope he really touched by all the things i made/plan and do for him. This show how much i love you. Did you really enjoy everything dear? Hmm. Happy Bday in Advance. Sorry if i can't celebrate with you on your actual bday, cause' i have prelim on that day, so i gotta move it earlier. Sorry kkz? Muah!] I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you ! 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[Tuesday, July 21, 2009 22:08] Alright, just came back from sku -,-'' and had made dessert! Hohoh! ^^ A strawberry dessert for tml. Hoho! And, just put down the phone with baby. His in sku, idk what he's doing. So yeah. I miss him la sial! Fvck damn lot yknow? Don't know? Go bang wallll! HAHAHAHA! Gonna meet him tml, yeahhh, bah-goose! Hohohoh! Lovin' it. Kkz laa, just a stop post today. Wanna go sleep. And last thing, i hate Andie's maid, eeeeee! LAZY MAID! Can't she just listen to the owner, instead of rejecting it? Eeeeeyyyeer! Fvck. Kkz, chaoz! Labels: Where're you baby? [ 04:30] Ahaha! Alright, i'm so boring right now. Hohoho! And to Edora, thanks adoring people like me, speaking malay, hahah! So should i learnt more? Or should i stop? Hahhaha! I also don't know -,-'' Blurrrr. Gagga! Even my friends said, nothing wrong to speak malay? To learnt malay? But i just don't want people, to say, '' chinese step malay '', it's so svck. Hahaha! So yeahhhh, idk. Anw, Edora seldom see you in sku anymore uh, saw EmmaCine only. Where you? Ahhas. Saw me in sku, approach/smile at me aye. Anw, one more day to go! Meet baby, awwwww. I miss him manzcxs! Ahhhh! Meeting him so soon, hohoh! Kkz laaa, gtg now. Wanna dwl song ahhh ^^ Bye! [Monday, July 20, 2009 04:30] Hey hello! Hhha! Alright today, went back home, after that straight went to sleep, so nice yknowwww! Hhaha! Slept like a pig. Muahha! And yeah, i won't be speaking malay anymore, not even type in malay. Ahaha! Weird right? I said this? But just don't want ppl to said, i'm '' chinese that wanna step malay '' . So yeah, better don't. Chinese people, speak English & Chinese, not Malay. Hahah! But don't worry, im not racist here. I mixed with Chinese & Malay yeah. But i think, ,i gotta get my chinese germs back. Speak more to chinese, haha! And, english also laaaa. There's will be no more, malay coming out from my mouth. (Fiqq, i won't give you a chance to kol me '' chinese want to step malay anymore ah! ") But still, i will be mixing with ém, like normal. Cause' i can't leave w/o them, heheh! Especially, those close ones. Just that, when they talk to me in malay, i will reply in english, and won't talk to them in malay anymore. And to people who ask whether i know how to speak malay or what, or whether i'm a chinese yet know how to speak malay? I will just said, '' Yeah , i know. But i don't speak it much '' . I'm just a normal chinese girl, not those special ones. HAHAHA! But not ahlian ehhhhh. Hohohoh! Kkz, i promise to myself, i won't said malay words anymore. Don't wish to make my own malay friend(s) hate me about this thingy. So yeah. Speak good english ,yknow (: Hhaha! Alright, i'm missing baby right now. I guess his at work? Or maybe, idk where he go. Hahah! He didnt even tell me, but i think, he go work ahhh. So just wait for his msg onlyyyy. Hhaha! Gonna meet him on Thurs (23 July), going somewhere, secret dok. Hahha! Fvcking loving him right now, don't wish to leave him. Heehe! Kkz laa , gtg now. Wanna watch tv. See ya' guys! Chaoz! Labels: Speak good english / i miss him. [Saturday, July 18, 2009 08:24] Alright, today went out with baby. Actually meeting baby at 3pm, but suddenly, he called me, asked me to meet him at Wld, and it's was about 1045, when he called me. Hahaha! He want me to accompany him to Bpp, to give a gift to a customer. So, i teman lor. Ahah! I faster siap2, then kuar uma. So yeah, meet him around 1215pm, outside Boot & Shoes. So we head to take 960 to Bpp. reached Bpp, waited for the customer to come. The customer reached about 15min later, so yeah, baby pass the gift to him/her. And, it's a chinses customer, i didnt saw the customer, so idk it's a girl/boy. So yeah. After that, we went back to his work, and saw his manager, and also the indian girl. Hahahah! The indian lady, come towards me, and gimme s shock, haha! How cute right dier? Hahhaa! She's the one who said, baby loook like a kid/baby, so i must tkcare of him. HAHAHA! After that, we headed to Vivo, mkn Carl's Junior. And met Fiq & Ahkbar at there, after that met Ferd at the Smoking Area, outside Vivo. (Sorry eh, cut it short, lazy ah, nk eleborate) So , they went smoking, after that, we head to City Hall. And all the way, from Vivo till Cityhall/Esp, Fiq, Ferd & Ahkbaar, made me laugh with ther nonsense. HAHAHA! I took a video of it, so later, you'll be able to see, such a krazy, funny friends i had aye? Who, can cheer my day up. Haha! Especially, Fiqqqqq Boogeyyy! Soyeah. Otw to Esp, i saw Feeq, Yan, and his sk8ters friends all, i forget thier name. But i didnt look at ém at all. Baby was angry with me, or maybe damn angry with me, as ................. (Can't tell, our personally thingy) So yeah. But to baby, don't think negative, im not that type of girl, trust me. & yknow ily & only you. (: Yeah, while walking, Dora saw me, and she tegur me. Haha! And had a little chat with her. And, even we took pictures, and get to know her cousin, and Bunny. Skali, check2, Fiq & Ahkbaar, also knl Bunny. Hahaha! Hell yeah, i saw alot of familiar faces ehhhh. Some just smile at me, some tegur. Saw Audrey, Dora, Wadi, Danny Sanchi, Shidah (Tektek FLAT!), Syafiqah(Bdk Sec3), Degil, Miiaye, Feeq, Yan, and i forget who i saw. Hahah! Alot right? Muhahaa! But was fun afterall, only the part where i fight with baby, it's svck alot! I don't want it again. And, after everything, we went to Marina Step, so yeah. Meetup with Ferd's friend. Haha! Get to know ém, but idk thier name. HAHAHAHA! Wth. Baby didnt send me home tonight, he only send me to Wld Mrt, as mummy is waiting for me at Wld Bus Inter, so yeah. But thanks baby. & I feel bad yknow? Yknow why? Case' i like taking baby away from Ferd and all of ém, baby didnt spend time with ém much. Cause' he need to send me home. I think, netwk, i won't be meeting him, on Sat. Let him go enjoy with his friends, see, im good right? Hahahs. I won't let him abandon his friend bcause of me. And so do i, i won't abandon my friends bcause of him. But, still love you ^^. And soon, meeting baby on 23 July & 27 July! Hohohoho! Kk laa, nk end skrg. HAHAHA! Kkz, i know. Fiq is the cutest. Hhaha!     And, the videos! Click on it to watch aye. [Alright, i'm off now. Bye guys! See you. And baby, ily laaaa.] [Friday, July 17, 2009 09:52]  I love ths more! Heheh!   Cute right? I doll them up. Haha! Which you prefer? Hmm, nothing better to do, so played y8.com. Hahah! ( I prefer the first one, cute!). [ 02:50] See, not only boys can do tecktonik. We, girls also can yknow! So, don't look down on us. Muhahha! Enjoy the video, bye! Chaoz! Toodles! & Ily baby. (Scroll down & click stop for the music, so that you could even enjoy the song, it's quite a old song if you guys don't know, but it's nice, so enjoy!) [Thursday, July 16, 2009 19:42]  At first, we're going to ecp, but end up in the bus, baby said, Vivo is more romantic, and can see hamster! So yeah, we stop at Eunos, and walk to Eunos Mrt Station. I bought Unagi at somewhere near Eunos Mrt Station, cost $1.50 for 2, quite cheap. So yeahhh, right now, i'm craving for it manzcxcxs! Then we took Mrt to Outram, and change train, to Habourfront. What we do first thing, is to see hamster! Baby wanna buy hamster, haah! Cute kan dier? The hamster that baby like, cost 30buck, for one. It's bloody cute yknow! Cutier than me pun, aiyo. Hahah! Baby said, when he get his salary, he gonna buy, a boy & a girl, i think? Hahhas. Fvck, cute nye hamster. After going to the animal shop thingy, we went Daiso, bought something. I bought, Bbq net thingy, & Fake eyelasher. While baby buy, Seaweed, Banana Drink, and a circle2 kinda of snack, idk what's the name. Hahaha! Total cost, 10bucks. So yeah. After that, we go shop2 awhile, see but can't buy. Tkde duit mah. Hahaha! So yeah, after that we went up to the place where we can see the scenery, i forget what's that place call. Hhaha! Sorry2. Paisey ah. And then, we enjoy eating our food we bought over there, and ya, i bought a hot milk. Hah, Sedappp! But right, when im going to finish the hot delicious milk, baby go put the recola sweet inside, make it taste so svck! Eeeeeeyyyyyeeerr, imgaine, milk + grape? Alamak, PUI! Gagag! After that, we take gambar2, shiok sendiri la kan kiter. Hhaah! And yknow what, he carried me in public, while those couple are romance-ing among themself, and i was like, so maluuuu. Agag! He said, '' see, i can carried you '', action nmpk! Hahha! He carried me 2/3 time in a day. Hahha! Yeah, we took bus 963 home. Baby sent me home, then we slack2 at somewhere near my void deck. I saw cockroach, bynk la sialll! Omg! Eeeee. I did enjoy with baby, but too little time, but nvrmind, on 23/27 July, we will have more fun! Alright? And yknow what! Baby, bought me present, lemme show off sikit ah, heheh. He bought those thingy i had told him, or mention it bfore. But some, not laaa. (Here's the pic)  The present he wrapped himself, & those mask, lip gloss and BB Cream.  2 Silky Girl, Blusher. 2 ZA Compact. 2 Maybelin white eyeliner & 7 loreal liquid.  Some lotion that i want, and also slimming lotion, and slimming tight.  And, THIS! I love this, so sweet. ________________________________________________________________________ Baby, thanks for everything you gave me, it's cost so much. And yet, you left yourself with no money. Haiyo. But really i'm touched by the card! Hehehe! And those present too. I bet it's cost more than 100bucks, right? I will keep & use it properly. Thanks baby, loving you muchhhh! Fvcking much! ;D Muah, Xoxoxo. [Wednesday, July 15, 2009 20:58] HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY! Wooahh, it's been 1 month we've been together.Hehehe! Loving you more more more laa dengzcxs. Few more hour i gonna meet baby, so happy. And, i wanna say ; We've been through those ups & downs, crying & hurting. Yet, we're still together, going strong. If I has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say '' i love you ''. I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.You're just like a wings, and i'm like a bird. Without your wings, i can't fly high. Now that i had realize, that you're important to me.You're my soulmate, my babyboy & my one & only laogonggong. When i'm with you, I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, it's just me & you always dear. I love you. I call you. I always seek you in my heart. Now that I found you, I won't let you go.(Thank god, i found you) Baby birthday is coming, gonna celebrate with him, baby i wanna tell you this ; As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you. Alright, texted baby, i bet his sleeping like a pig now -.-'' (Oink!Oink!) Meeting him later, 2hour more! Hehehe! Excited siak, nk jumpe dier, fuuuyooo! Baby cpat la bagon! Haiyomak! Gagaga! Today, we're going East Coast. Not sure what we gonna do there, but baby suggested , so i go jer. I wanna hug him & see the seashore. Sweet kan saye? I knowwww, mmg sweet. Alright, i will stop here. Wanna go watch tv, tkcare! Chaoz! [The couple that fights the most is the one most in love. It shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it.] [ 02:44] I FVCKING MISS LAOGONGONG. Alright, tml gonna meet baby. Awww! I'm so fvcking happy yknow! Hehehe! He said, he gonna give me a big surprise, i did asked for hint, but he didnt wanna tell me. So secretive eh dier. But nvrmind, tml i will know what is that big present. Hahaha! So fvcking miss him, tonight maybe we will otp, but baby said his tired, i want him to sleep, later his body will aching here & there, and get sick, then i can't celebrate his bday with him alone ): Baby, better take good care of yourself nowdays hor! No, i mean forever. Don't ever get sick tau? Kkz? We did have some conflict last fewdays, but we're fine now. We're still standing strong, so to my girlfriends, don't worry aye. And to Lea, i'm hoping that i can lastlong with him, and don't worry aye? Ahahas. Tml is our 1 Month Anni! Yeahhhh. We've been together for 1 month dear. Huhuhuh! And, it's still counting. Now, baby is at his work, or maybe otw to his work. He gym-ed with Ferd, my satsat boy. Haha! His sepet! Muahahah! He call me his rabbit, hekehkeh! So i call him satsat, cause' he walk so satsat -,-'' Hhahaa! ANd also, that little fiqqy boy, my '' isap rokok '' boy. Hahha! Whenever he see me, he will said, '' eh, nak isap rokok? '' '' isap rokok ahh? '' Hahha! Funny right him? And his damn friendly yknow! A good friend. Plus, my hamster/laogonggong, he's the one who i spend alot with, and the one i love most, and i can't leave w/o him. I'm also his hamster! Hhehe! (Kambang!) Alright, i wanna go sleep now. Bye peeps! xoxo, babylove. [Tuesday, July 14, 2009 02:22] About Pisces Love Life,(Read the sentence that's hightlighted in pink) Love and romance bring idealistic energy your way this year. You enjoy being in touch with the spiritual and mystical part of your nature, so you need a romance that encourages self-discovery, and intimacy that allows you and your lover to connect with each other’s soul on a deep level. It's not just anyone who dares to travel as far into the unknown as you do, Pisces! Your dreams will be ignited as you attract someone (or reach a deeper place in an existing relationship) who is willing to dream with you, and who loves and cherishes you for exactly who you are right now. You refuse to abandon your sense of self in your relationship, so it is crucial that your dreams and visions are supported in your love relationship. In the springtime, you're eager to further explore your commitment with your partner, and to truly understand the practicality of balancing your energies, and maintaining that equal energy. This will be a huge growing opportunity for you. Dramatic shifts in the way you relate to each other are inevitable as you learn more practical ways of growing and sharing. In the fall, communication between you and your lover will become even more romantically satisfying. This will lead to an even deeper commitment -- marriage perhaps -- as romance becomes more about caring for each other and being sensitive to each other’s needs. [ 01:11]  I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you. All the loneliness I would go through, it'll feel so svck. I miss you, just like the air that i breathe, I need you with me, i'm not gonna lie. I really can't imagine my life w/o you by my side.I'm not gonna lie to myself, everytime my cellphone rings, i'll be checking for your name. Each and every call & msg, i hoping it's was you.I would anything to make you love me.You the one i need & the one i love still. Still missing the way we joke, laugh, hug, pinching, bullying, kissing, and your everything.I just can't survive w/o you by my side. Noone can ever come in between us, we're unbreakable, baby. You're the reason, i breathe. You're the reason, that i still beileve. You're my destiny. I'm yours forever, yes, forever. And, i will never gonna let you go. Bottom Line; (You're always gonne be my one & only laogonggong.) [Sunday, July 12, 2009 23:51] TO THAT SPAMMER! ; Eh, ko tak puas pe? Or are you jealous? Fvck you! Spam me, yet don't dare put your own name? Kecian siak bdk nie. Haiyo! I pity your mother sial biatch/jerk! Gave birth to you, yet no name? HAHAHAHA! Such a weird family you've got there. Anw, are you fugly? Can i see your that fvcking face? Hahha! I bet you're jealous of me aye? C'mon laaa, get a life la sial. Now 2009 , bkn 2006 tau babi, you wanna said about me, said la, face to face! Kan best? Atleast, i can see your face, you can see mine. Who knows, you look like a elephant? HAHAHAHAHAA! Omg! I will be laughing aloud siol! Tak happy? Kiter jumpe, kiter have party together. I don't mind anw. Hhaha! I dare you to put your name! I DARE YOU! Listen, I DARE YOU! Please eh, you say im acting pretty? Oh, did i? HAHAHA! You gotta be kidding me. Or are you really jealous about me? Just tell me la, i will tell you my secret, ahaha! I don't mind sharing, yknow? Hehe! And, also thanks for blessing us to lastlong ehh! Thanks siak! And, we will lastlong! ;D No worrys eh biatch/jerk! We will! ^^ And last, fvck youuuuu! Get a life laaa, go find a parttime job, better than having spamming as your parttime job. You won't get money, you will get enemy jer babe. Hahaahahaah! AND YEAH! TAK HAPPY, KITER JUMPE FACE TO FACE EH! I'm looking forward to it. And, yeah i pity you & your parent! Such a stupid kid they have. Muahaha! Oopsyyyy. HA! A kid with no name, kecian gyler ah dok! _____|_____ (Middle Finger to you!, biatch) And to Baby! IMY SO MUCHHH! )))))))))))': [Friday, July 10, 2009 23:23] See this Video, hahah! The day, i went out with Ferd, Fiqq, Ahkbaar(I forget how to spell his name) & Baby ;D ! Hahaha! Cute siak, dorg. [ 08:23]  Aye, didnt post for idk how mnay days. Was busy ahh, that's why. Hahah! And hell yeah, today i went out with baby! We had a great time yknow! Went to Tamp1, walk here & there. I hugged him many today! But i want more, hehe! Meet him with my sku uniform, good girl la kan. Haha! And yeah, after shopping at Tamp1, he sent me home. We took 969 home & went there by 969 too. So glad that i can meet him today, awwwww. We gonna meet on 16 July! Our 1 Month Anni! I'm looking forward to that, but baby, sorry i can't buy for you present on our 1 Month Anni, but don't worry, i will spend time with you on 27 July (: I promise, i swear! Alright? Loving you much! Aye, baby went jogging. So yeah, im alone. Ahah! Chatting with Ferd, baby's gay partern. He told me alot of things btw he and his girlf. (Ferd! Don't make a hush decision la, don't think twice dulu aye?) Ferd said, thanks to me & baby, if not, we won't be that close. And, also my girlfriends, i won't intro ém to baby's friend, and they became friend too. Heheh! And, i remembered, firstly, i get to know Ferd from tagged, and chatted with him lasttime, and then follow by Fiqq, he added me in tagged too, we chatted alil, not as much as Ferd's.And then, follow by baby, we chatted alot, and even we meetup to go club, cool right? Then slowlt2, we hooked up. Hhaah! And last, i get to know, Ferd & Fiqq both are baby's friend. Hahha! Connection siakkk! And even my side nye, my kwn pun knl baby, even Ana's abg also, some even knows baby's mummy. Like woahhh! So many connection, kan3? HAHAH! Fated laaaaaaa (: Be jealous ppl! And Ferd said, we both are match. Haha! How clever is he, kan3? Huakhuak! And ya, the bbq thingy cancelled :(, cause' baby bday quite near to our prelim, (N's level), so not much ppl can make it, so i gotta cancel, sighs. I think, i will just celebrate with baby ajer, kan more sweet. Hope he don't mind :\ Sorry aye, baby. Gonna meet him on 16 July, 23 July & 27 July! Ahahaha! Hope that on 27 July, we will have fun together eventhough just the two of us. Im gonna make a unforgettable bday for you, and just the two of us. I swear! I'm loving more & more each other, noone can ever replace you. 6 more days to out 1 Month Anni! [Wednesday, July 8, 2009 00:46] Current Mood : SLEEPY! Listening To : The Black Eyed Peas - Alive Alright, just reach home about 2plus. Aahah! Went Causeway with Jaja, went to alot of places. Hahaha! And, i planned something, another plan. So, baby don't think. that you know everything, cause' you don't know nothing. HAHAHAHA! Everything change liao, so, hahaha! Surprise ehh that day, huhuhu! I'm damn tired now, seriously. Yesterday, baby said, wanna apart with me, cause' due to Marina's adek commenting about him. Just one comment make our love lost? Ape nie? Haizcxs. But, in the end we, never. Cause' he was just testing me -,-'' like wth. Made me cried, i hate him sia! (Baby, ade kasi ade bailk!) So, you wait jer. Hahahaa! And yeah, on 24 Aug, gonna talk starightforward to Marina's adek, hope she's following us. Buto ahh dier, never see herself in mirror, then talk much -.- anw girl, you're more uglyier than we, girls. So don't said, my girlfriends are ugly, and gemok! Plus, don't say i act like monster or whatsoever. Please ehh, we are more mature then you sial. Or are you jealous, cause' we'r prettier than you? Uh? Are you biatch? And more, don't comment about my boyf is ugly. I think, yours is more more way ugly! Jealous eh, ako ade macho boyf? Fvck you upside down! You can get better looking guy? GO AH, GET, LET ME SEE! I think, haha! All guys lari siol! You nie, giant pig! AHHA! Oops. Don't ever comment people, when you're not even pretty/or prefect ehh. Last warning tau. Oh ya, gonna celebrate baby's bday soon! Hoho! I'm gonna plan it, see such a good girlf you've got! (((((: Hehehe! And yeah, i wanna go sleep. Tonight, gonna otp with Fiq & Ferd, gonna talk about something, so yeah. Kkz la guys, going off now. So see ya! Chaoz! Baby, i'm crazy for you, i need you. [Tuesday, July 7, 2009 01:10]       And ya, today went to sku. And, it's Qhairil's bday! Haha! He did kena bday bash, i think? And, i did wished him. He invited me to his bday party, this coming Saturday. But im not sure, im going. Mcm malas plak, but hmm, not sure uh. See my mood that day. AAHA! Anw, Qhairil Happy Bday aye! Kkz la, gonna go sleep now. Damn tired siol! Arrghhh! Kk, bye people! Chaoz! I may not get to see you, as often as i like. I may not get to hold you in my arms, all through the night. But deep down in my heart I truly know, you're the one I love & I can't let you go. [Sunday, July 5, 2009 08:46] BABE, WE GONNA HAVE FUN! ;D IM GONNA DANCE TILL I DIE! PARTY LIKE NOONE BUSINESS! AND GONNA CAMWHORE TOGETHER MANY MANY! SEE YOU GUYS TML AYE! ;D [Friday, July 3, 2009 19:50] Today, wakeup around 1035am. Still tired & sleepy, but nvrmind, for baby and today date, i don't mind. Gonna bath at 1115am later, after bathing, then get ready, & head to meet baby at Wld Mrt.Meeting him around 230pm, & i need to get ready early, cause' yknow la kan, i'm a girl mah! Hahaha! Girl take time to siap & get ready. Hohohoh! I bet baby is still sleeping like a P.I.G. Hahaha! Oopsssyy. You're a pig, baby! Bleakzcxs! ;D Alright, when im back i will blog again. So, chaoz people! Bye! Toodles! Baby, still havent wakeup, wth -,-'' he's a pig! Hahaha! But nvrmind, still early. I think, i get ready too fast. Hahha! Cause' i scare i'm late, hahah! Now, im all ready, wait for baby text, after that, i straight, go out of this house. Hahahahaha! Wooohooo! Meeting baby sooon, arghhh, can't wait. Alright, i think, later meetup with Andie at causeway first, wait for baby to reach. Hope Andie can make it, gagaga! & yknow what! My brother's tution teacher, said, i slim alrdy. I was like, woahhhh! Really? He said that? My brother told me this, hahah! Yeahhh, but still my weight 58kg, i think? :\ Sighs, nvrmind, i will contiune diet! :D Kkz, im back home now. Baby bring me home, hehe! And yknow what, he carried me today , so malu siakkk! Aiyooyoo! Gagaga! Just now, meetup with Ferd, Fiqq & Ahkbar , they had their dinner at Far East. There's alot of ppl there, pernormal la kan. Hahaha! A guy smiled at me, when he's attached ehh. Another, keep on looking at me, and (swit!) at me, asking me to go over his place, but i didnt, and that's when baby is not with me. And, i saw Adi at Taka just now. Hahah! Abeh tak tegur siak dier, but nvrmind, atleast he texted me. So yeah, didnt have much fun with baby tadi ): But nvrmind, we will meet again. Hehehe! And i miss him right now manzcxs! And baby, please don't think negative aye? Kkz? Muahh! Kkz, will stop here. My leg aching right now, and so the tired. Kkz laa, bye people! AND, WE ATE BEN & JERRY'S , IT'S COST $53.95! WOAHH! But sorry uh, dear :\ I feel gulity too, so sorrry. [ 07:10] Alright, just finish jogging & bath. Woah, so cooling right now. Ahhhh ~! Hahaha! Right now, just waiting for my laogonggong to kol/msg me. Haha! Wonder what he doing? Hmm. I'm missing him right now, eventhough tml we gonna meet. I gonna have fun with him! Hhehehe! Cause' after this, i think, we won't meet that much, as he gonna start sku soon :( But nvrmind, confirm oneday, we will meetup! Right baby? & Yeah, to laogonggon, tml don't bring me go mamam alot uh, only ben & jerry's will do, i don't want gemok alik :\ Kkz? I gained 1kg -,-'' wtfvck! So sad siakk! Sedih babe! Haizcxcs! Nvrmind, Elysa you can do it! Work hard! Jia you! ;D Aye2, baby reaching home in no time! Hehehe! I miss his act cute face, huhuh!
[Thursday, July 2, 2009 23:18] Current Mood : Bored/ Sleep/ & Missing Bambang! Listening To : Jada - American Cowboy Just receive a news from my girlfriend. Saying that on Monday, Youth Day, we gonna have Pit at Ecp, with only our class girls, no guys are allow. I didnt attend sku, so idk anything, but still they did tell me about it (: So yeah, maybe i'm going. Hahah! It's been long since i had fun with my girlfriends, and more a pit with my girlfriends. I'm sure and i hope we gonna have fun that day. Aye, babe? Each person should forking out 5bucks for the pit. Will be meeting ém at 11am, outside Boots & Shoes, and we will go home at 8pm sharp. Hahha! Everything planned properly. & See you, my girlfriends on Monday! ;D & I booked the pit alrdy ^^ [Jaja : Cheer up aye? He's been playing with you only. He's not worth, he's just like those jerks out there. You can get better guy (: Alright? Cheer up kkz? I'm here for you. Smile aye? Be strong, move on. Show him you can do it, show him that, we, girls, are not weak w/o ém. Kkz? Each time a guy hurt you, you'll be stronger, like me (: Don't ever show ém how weak you are, alright dear? Smile alright? Loves.] [ 20:57] HELL YEAH! TODAY DIDNT ATTEND SKU AGAIN! MAMPOS! ;D Muhaha! So yeah, early in the morng, stomach pain, so didnt attend sku. And more, i got flu. Hmm, staying at home, so boring, feel like going Hougang Mall to have lunch with baby, but my ex-link tkde duet -,-'' mummy tak kasi topup, fvck! _|_ So yeah not going, i guess? But, i miss him much! Tml we're meeting, so yeahhhhh! Wooohooo! ^^ Aye, 24 Aug, gonna buke with my girlfs, Panda, Iman, Sekel, Card, Wan, and i forget who. Haha! Weird right, i buke with ém? Haha! They puasa, i also. Yknow why? Cause' i can diet too, hahaha! I'm not acting like one malay wannabes, just that, during the pausa , i can diet, to lose weight (: So yeah. Haha! If i'm slim, i won't even join ém puasa-ing. Hah! Tml, idk where we're going, baby will plan it. Haha! He organizer it, so he will plan it too. Tml, 4 July, Couple Day ;D Bet gonna be fun with ém, huakhuak! I'm yawning again now, haha! Think, later i will be going to sleep. Hehehe! Baby gonna kol me P.I.G again, kan3? Kan, you? Kan, Bambang Iswandy? Hahahha! Kkz laa, gonna stop here. See you guy(s) soon! Toodles! (Fvck! Blog can't upload pictures! Aiyomak!) Baby, i fvcking miss you la sialzzcxcs! [ 02:25] Lemon + water. Two very beneficial ingredients for us that is great alone but when put together makes a fantastic drink that can led us to to healthier skin and body. I get asked about Lemon Water on how exactly can this benefit our health. So I'm going to go explain to you guys why this is my favourite beverage. Great for detoxing us Lemons are great for the cleansing of the body because they stimulate elimination in our digestive system. They detoxifies us by purifying the liver by eliminating toxins. When our bodies are detoxified; you can see dramatic difference to the skin because the body no longer holds all these toxins. The skin will be clearer and brighter. You can say that it has the power to keep you thin therefore many celebrities swear by lemon water due to the fantastic beauty benefits. Relieve digestion problems Lemons relieve constipation, nausea, heartburn etc. It helps the liver produce more bile which helps to digest our food. It is high in Vitamin C so therefore prevents infections and helps our immune system. Kills bacteria If you have a sore throat; drink lemon water with a couple teaspoons of honey and not only will your throat be soothed, but the lemon will fight the bacteria. It is known to relieve sorethroats, asthma and tonsillitis. Lemons have made a dramatic difference to my skin and has helped my body detox itself everyday naturally. I am sure this drink is what's stopping me from becoming overweight since I eat so much. Try it guys! Cut up 3-4 slices of lemons into a glass of cold water (cold water speeds up your metabolism) and refill it a couple times. You can eventually switch to Boiling Water which is more soothing. Try it for a week and you will see and feel the differences to your skin and body. I love it and I'm addicted! So, nexttime, add a Lemon into your water/cold water .Give it a try! Trust this! ;D [Wednesday, July 1, 2009 23:03] YEAH, TODAY DIDNT ATTEND SCHOOL! BAIK! ;D Wake up around, 1102am liddat. Baby texted me, so yeah. And and, i just went to cut my fringe, to make it straight jer. Haha! So, there's no changes in my hair. Hhekhe! So boringggg, argh! Oh yeah, Jaja & Lea pun tak gi skola, hahaha! Kecian Ana, she went to sku. Aiyo. Hahha! Tml, i will be going to sku.And then Sat, gonna meet my lil P.I.G ;D Hhaaha! Meeting Ferd, Yana, Fiqq & Ziera too. Fvck! Flu is getting on my nerve manzcxs! Arghhhh! Gagaga! (P.I.G , imy fvcking much sial!) Kkz, will stop blogging here. Oh yeah, I wanna buy Sliver Eyeshadow ,White Eyeliner , Johnson Baby Oil, & Clean & clear Moist tml. [ Yazid, are selling some cap, so yeah, you want it? Do visit this website, http://picasaweb.google.com/mute.speaker99/Cap# ] [ 05:04] Current Mood : Bored/ Missing him much. Listening To : Cassie - Ditto S.L.E.E.P This is what i do today, sleep. Hahha! Straight after sku, i went to sleep till around 703pm then wakeup. Mamam porridge, then suddenly recieve a msg from boyf, so yeah. I miss him fvcking much ysee, yknow. Arggghhhh! And also, he sleep and sleep at home today, like P.I.G. Hhahahahah! So, he's the second P.I.G . Hhaha! Nanny nanny poo poo. Alright, jaja told me, mahathir the guy that used to hate me, said, i'm pretty. I was like, woah! Hahha! Weird kan3? First time siak, he said i'm pretty. He always the one who keep commenting bad things about me yknow. Ha! Fvcking werid kan3? He's the one who used to said, i'm fat -,-'' Hahaha! And more, jaja's bestie, Khai. Wanna knl2 with me? Hhaha! Weird. And more, i bet his going for looks. He was otp with jaja oneday, and skali, he talk about me, Elysa sini, Elysa saner. Then jaja had a feeling that he likes me, skali, Khai said to jaja, '' Nnti Klau Elysa single, blg khai kkz? '' liddat. I was like, wtfs! Eeeeeee! He's going for looks ysee, and more thattime, he's attached when he said that. Eeeeyyyeeerrr! And more, i won't be single anymore, cause' (aik2! i love my man, manyak) I won't leave him, so yeah, wait long long. HAHAHAHA! Oops, sorry uh Jaja. And another thing, got a unknown msg me and kol me during lesson, asking me to be friend with him -,-'' But, haha! Saye tak lyn, tak angkt kol dier pun. Haha! Kan, i'm faithful. Even Andie said, '' Woah, Esther so faithful uh, this time? Not the old her anymore '', i was like, '' Of course laaa! (In a action way of speaking) '' And Eunice said, '' Woah, Esther now slim alrdy, guys all go for her '' , I said, '' No laa, where got '' , then she asked me , '' Esther, you wanna grow fat back like Andie's Size? '' I replied, '' Of course, No laaa! Siao! '' Hahah! So yeah, i don't entertain unknown number now, so sorry. Hahh! & idk why, today weird things happen to me. Hahha! Shocking sia! Alright, later baby will be calling me. Hell yeahhh! ;D And, in 2 days time, we will be meeting! Hoho! Happy gyler sial. And yah, guess tml i won't be going to sku, not feeling well today. Alright, will stop blogging here today. So yeah, anything i'll blog tml. We're still together, and it's still counting. He's my everything, my drug. Loving you faithfully. |