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 Elysa Ciner here. Sixteen / Schooling. I Party and Club, so? If you hate me, just click here.  I'm Wan's forever. Obsessed with him. (♥) - 16/06/2009. [2month 0Week 6Days] Message.
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[Thursday, July 30, 2009 01:03]
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Listening To : Keri Hlison - Promise me in the dark. Current Mood : Heartache/Crying. Today, in the morng, Yana texted me. She's sad that she brokeup with Ferd yesterday. So i immediately kol Ferd, tell him about this. And, i'm willing to help ém patch things up. And, i know, Ferd really love Yana, he can't let go of her, eventhough her attitude/temper is like, so un-tahan-able. Seee, this is what called love. Once you love him/her, don't bcoz of attitude/temper, breakup. This things can be settle in a easy way. I'm sure i will help Ferd. Ferd, don't worry, rabbit is here (: And after my second exam, baby texted me. And idk what makes him said, '' ..................... '' don't wish to type it here, as it's so bloody hell hurting me. For that two msg, i can cry like for 2hr45/40min, 120-315pm. I did cried while doing my last paper, Mother Tougue Paper1, suddenly my tears dropped down to my exam paper. And after my exam, around1230pm, Ferd still texting with me. Anw, thanks eh Ferd, for comforting me. But still, imma hurt. Crying in bus alone, then while walking home also, and even bathing. I stay in the bathroom for a very long time. Halfway, baby called me, we talked. He ask me not to cry anymore, but he don't know how i feel, i just can't stop crying. I hate the tears in my eyes, really i do. But i didnt stop, i contiune crying till 315pm straight, even while doing a survey. Haizcxs. All i know, i love him, very very very much. Ferd said, baby is the luckiest guy on this world to have me. I'm happy when he said that, but did baby realize it? He knew it himself. I had done so many things just for you, did you realize? Sometime, you said i'm irritating? And, idk why i am. None of my ex, said i'm that bfore. Althought, it's hurt me much when you said that, i'm still loving you like the first time. Still sayang you much, very much. I don't even bare to leave you, and no i don't. I'm happy that i cried for so long, eventhough my eyes are swollen for the time being, cause' make me feel more comfortable, release all of my stress with those tears dropping down. Eventhough, to you, you think that you're not good for me, but to me, you're still good, the best. Cause' i love you. I really glad to have you with me. (Sometime, i wish you could pay more attention to the song i'm listening, because the lyric they sing, is the word, i'm scare to say.) Thought of going out, release my stress, but got no mood to even doll up myself to go out. So, better stay at home, crying all day long. Sighs, i'm really a bad girlfriend, who always irritate him, make him angry, make him no mood, can't give what he want to him, can't even be the most outstanding girfriend among his ex. Such a failure ass uh me ))))': Haizvcxs. Alright, i wanna go sleep now. My head, is so fvcking pain, i think, i cried too much. Haizcxs. Pray hard people, for my examination. I wanna pass with flying colours. Bye! And, to Ferd, my satsat boy, you have my words. I will sure help you ^^ Labels: Crying in secret. |